hand me the bullets

Mon, 03 Nov 2003 16:50:39 GMT

so I haven't updated this thing in quite a while. But thats okay. Not too much has really happened. We've played some shows OUT OF CLEVELAND, and made some new friends. Got new shirts. Booking the winter tour and whatnot. So far everything is turning out QUIIIIIITE nicely. Its gonna be us fruits and the ambiguosly gay quintet known as Caligula. So, everyone be on the look out for the Caligula / Neversaydie "aint that kinda party, bro" winter tour .... coming to a town near you. Help us with dates if you can .....

saturday january 24th - cleveland/columbus/west virginia ???
sunday january 25th - atlanta/athens ???
monday january 26th - orlando ???
tuesday january 27th - gainsville ???
wednesday january 28th - alabama ???
thursday january 29th - tennessee ???
friday january 30th - kansas city/ chicago ???
saturday january 31st - chicago/detroit ???

or

saturday january 24th - buffalo/pittsburgh ???
sunday january 25th - boston/rhode isalnd/ ct ???
monday january 26th - jersey ???
tuesday january 27th - dc/maryland ???
wednesday january 28th - richmond ???
thursday january 29th - north carolina ???
friday january 30th - west virginia/ loiusville ???
saturday january 31st - cinci ???

Those arent all the dates for us, just the ones with Caligula. Everything else is being worked on as well, and as soon as I know those dates too .... trust me, you'll know them. I'll make sure of that, you can bet your sweet ass. So yeah, that about sums it up right now. Let me know if you can assist with anything. Thanks everyone.

Sat, 04 Oct 2003 22:36:15 GMT

so I guess its been confirmed for me ... last night's mystery writer was the one, the only Chubby Fresh. Gotta love the guys that can't ever seem to grow up and quit acting like high school is the way to go right? And I guess my quote was a little off. So, here ... http://1366.calamityproject.com/fruits.jpg

Wed, 17 Sep 2003 16:25:56 GMT

so I've realized, just like Tony, that I waste a lot of time on this thing. But then I also realized that I have nothing better to do, because I have no friends around here anymore. Yeah, I've got my bandmates, but they're always busy with their work/school, and when they're not there, its girlfriends. Yeah, I've got work. Thats about the only thing that I have in that group. So I pretty much hang out with my computer. It fuckin sucks like that, ya know? I don't go anywhere anymore. I never go to shows, I don't have anyone to hang out with. Nothin. I dunno what to tell myself. Why do I always have to feel like such shit about myself? As much as I try, nothing good ever seems to come out of me trying to feel good about me. No, this isn't a big feel sorry for Roger entry. Its pretty much me rambling about shit that no one cares about. Anyway, I have to get ready for work.

- I write with love and a gun to my head
these days aren't going to last too long
I'm drawing words from a tired heart
I'm drawing blood from a tired heart

Sun, 07 Sep 2003 04:11:55 GMT

I really wish I knew how to read minds sometimes. It'd make my life so much easier. Say one thing, do another. Makes my mind do summersaults like what. Sometimes I almost feel as if it'd be easier to just curl up in the corner and cry. I'd get slack for the tears, but at least I might feel better after dispursing some extra emotions.

Wed, 03 Sep 2003 22:35:04 GMT

Halloween at the NSD practice spot is going to own. We've determined that we're going to have a huge show / Halloween party. Yes, this means you have to dress up if you show up. But us NSD kids have a surprise for you. Unless someone else from the band spilled the beans already, this is going to stay a secret. We'll just say, you kids better sharpen up on your whoaaaaa-ohh's and your go's. Thats all I'm gonna tell you. And thats all you get for now ...

now this is what I'm talking about ...

Tue, 02 Sep 2003 20:35:22 GMT

You are The Cap'n!

Some men are born great, some achieve greatness and some slit the throats of any man that stands between them and the mantle of power. You never met a man you couldn't eviscerate. Not that mindless violence is the only avenue open to you - but why take an avenue when you have complete freeway access? You are the definitive Man of Action. You are James Bond in a blousy shirt and drawstring-fly pants. Your swash was buckled long ago and you have never been so sure of anything in your life as in your ability to bend everyone to your will. You will call anyone out and cut off their head if they show any sign of taking you on or backing down. You cannot be saddled with tedious underlings, but if one of your lieutenants shows an overly developed sense of ambition he may find more suitable accommodations in Davy Jones' locker. That is, of course, IF you notice him. You tend to be self absorbed - a weakness that may keep you from seeing enemies where they are and imagining them where they are not.

What's Yer Inner Pirate?
brought to you by The Official Talk Like A Pirate Web Site. Arrrrr!

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 16:18:00 GMT

its been almost a week since my birthday, and I still feel like shit. I can't explain it either. I can't sleep anymore. Any time I try to lay down, I have a nightmare (even if it's during the day ... which I guess would constitute a daymare) anyway. And the worst part is, I don't remember them. So it's not like I can go to my boss at work and ask him about them. He does dream interpretation, so yeah ... It sucks. I've got so much going through my head, and so little explanation for any of it. blah. this is balls point five. everything sucks right now. and on top of it, work is getting to me a lot. So yeah ... I'm done.

Sun, 24 Aug 2003 04:44:15 GMT

so it was my birthday. went to the flea market deal with Ryan. left without new knuckles and/or stilleto. came home feeling very alone and sat around the house. completely fell asleep because I had nothing better to do at 2:45 in the afternoon on a Saturday and missed going to see the free show at Warped Records that started at 5:00. didn't wake up til 6:45ish. that's a pisser. my mom took me dinner, along with the rest of the family. my little brothers wouldn't quit fighting with eachother long enough to enjoy food. I was getting irritated with that, and didn't even really enjoy dinner. and know what? its awesome when people say that they'll call you right back, and that was 11 hours ago, and I'm still waiting. oh well. lots of things today that I want to just forget. if ya really would like to hear about it, ask me. going to bed. maybe tomorrow will be different.

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 17:20:50 GMT

its my birthday ... yay. I can feel the suck already.

so this is what happens on a boring Monday afternoon ...

Mon, 18 Aug 2003 23:57:59 GMT

X barricade X: i seriously think 50 Cent and Madball should tour. they can call it the "DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN HOMEY" tour and they'll play behind bulletproof glass...
xlessthanothingx: oh shit
xlessthanothingx: hahahahaha
X barricade X: i mean, for real... that would be great. like the crowds..
X barricade X: bloodz vs. courage crew on the east coast
xlessthanothingx: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
X barricade X: and on the west coast it's Orange County vs. Compton
xlessthanothingx: oh shit
X barricade X: Snoop Dogg goes edge and shit
xlessthanothingx: fa rill
X barricade X: Dr. Dre fills in on bass for Youth of Today next tour
xlessthanothingx: you've thought waaaaaaaaay too far into this
xlessthanothingx: haaha
X barricade X: that's it i'm emailed their booking agents
X barricade X: Wes Nightmare and O.D.B ... the 2 creepiest ass dudes ever do a split 7in together
xlessthanothingx: hahah
xlessthanothingx: totally
xlessthanothingx: Wes can bust a flow
X barricade X: Wu Tang Clan / Path of Resistance split
X barricade X: Earth Crisis gets back together with Wyclef Jean on vox
X barricade X: this could unify the scene!
xlessthanothingx: dude
X barricade X: 2Pac will come out of hiding to do backup vocals on the next Bane LP
X barricade X: it'll be XdmX
xlessthanothingx: reunite NWA minus Eazy E (RIP) ... and let them do vocals overtop of Stretch Arm Strong rockin out Express Yourself
X barricade X: can we (uh huh) start again (yeah) go back (get on back) to what it meant back then (west cooooast!)
xlessthanothingx: hahahahah
xlessthanothingx: oh man
xlessthanothingx: dude, do you realize that this could be better than Run DMC and Aerosmith ....
xlessthanothingx: could even be better than Anthrax with Public Enemy
X barricade X: dude it would be incredible
X barricade X: imagine P-Diddy (the whackest dude in rap) with Poison The Well (the whackest band in hardcore)
X barricade X: picture Terror rollin' on dubs
X barricade X: R Kelly and Jim Fallada!
X barricade X: oh man i can't believe i just said that
xlessthanothingx: I'll pretend I didn't see that
xlessthanothingx: hahahaha
X barricade X: instead of "stabbed in the back" it'll be "capped in yo azz"
xlessthanothingx: hands down, this conversation wins at life
X barricade X: booty dancin' takes over the pit.
X barricade X: Sir Mix Alot smacks Keith Barney for even thinkin' about jockin' his shit, and teams up with Candace ann WOJ to re-record baby got back.
xlessthanothingx: they reshoot the video ... and get a bunch of big booty hardcore girls in it
X barricade X: Rolex re-releases the X-watch with diamonds and shit
xlessthanothingx: instead of rockin a pot leaf on your platnium chain ... its gonna be a root beer bottle
X barricade X: Fubu does ALL of the new 18v merch
xlessthanothingx: no no no ...
xlessthanothingx: Sean John
xlessthanothingx: or Roc A Wear
X barricade X: thugcore kids worldwide rejoice at baggy pants being cool again LoL
xlessthanothingx: Chops will be in his glory
X barricade X: Lugz will be rocked in place of cons
xlessthanothingx: bandanas ... are now wave caps
X barricade X: YES!
X barricade X: Master P changes his name to Master X, releases new album with the Cash Money XmillionaresX
X barricade X: Fat Joe destroys Chubby Fresh
xlessthanothingx: Integrity realizes that to be in Clevo you're not cool unless you have a DJ / samplist ... and totally asked DJ Lethal to quit Limp Bizkit and join up
X barricade X: hahaha
X barricade X: House of Pain reunites with new member Karl
xlessthanothingx: hardcore kids realize that Slither isn't as bad as once thought
X barricade X: hahahaha
X barricade X: we're convincing ourselves out of this, aren't we?
xlessthanothingx: I just think we need to email Ludacris and Three 6 Mafia to the next big hardcore show in Clevo
xlessthanothingx: we'll iron out the details later
xlessthanothingx: wait ... email them to come to ..
xlessthanothingx: there we go
X barricade X: true
X barricade X: Ludacris and Norma Jean
X barricade X: tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight
X barricade X: they can just be on band
xlessthanothingx: thats SO the first tour that happens
X barricade X: called...
X barricade X: Luti-Kriss
X barricade X: wait...
xlessthanothingx: Luda-Kriss
X barricade X: hahaha!
xlessthanothingx: or Luticris
X barricade X: aight dude i need to shower and what-not
X barricade X: one day
xlessthanothingx: word
xlessthanothingx: later on kiddo
X barricade X: we shall pop IBC in a stretch hummer with lil Bow Wow and the haunted
xlessthanothingx: it will happen ...

Wed, 13 Aug 2003 13:55:37 GMT

so I finished up my arm yesterday. Now, if only I knew how to post pictures via this journal deal, I'd be in good shape, ya know? Its a bit sore right now, but you'll have that. I kinda don't wanna work today. I really don't wanna go out in public. I'm just feeling like being reclusive today. Pay day is tomorrow, and thats a good thing. I have quite a few bills that need to be paid. Cellphone, credit card(s), and on top of that I have to get my car e-checked this year and get a new drivers license by next Saturday .... ya know, that day when I turn a year older. bah, oh well. Maybe I'll get to hang out on my birthday ... hang out with anyone. time to get ready for work though. If anyone wants to tell me how to post pictures, I think you should IM me and tell me. That'd be awesome of you.